givemeabreak's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Confusion blah, blah, blah... yadda, yadda, yadda. I applied for a shit load of jobs this past week and maybe, just maybe I'll get an interview for one of them. Wouldn't that be swell? Sometimes I wonder if all the bad things I have done in my life are coming back to me three fold? I am grieving the loss of my job, and the lack of fundage through random television programs. Tonight on Grey's Anatomy you would have thought that I lost my dad or something. I was sobbing like a lost girl. I pretty much cry at anything and everything now. If I am not crying, then I am being a crank ass bitch to everyone in my path. Talk about road rage...I should really have my keys taken away until I find gainful employment again. It just isn't safe for other drivers. I am considering going back to school again since I have all this free time on my hands. I can say with all assuredness that the-emerald-city-of-Bronson has ruined any thoughts or ideas I had of nursing. I don't think that is really who I am anyway. I am going to go back and finish my paralegal certificate. I started it back in the late nineties; I might as well finish it now. Besides when someone is such an idealist like I am...I think trying to find a job that deals specifically in black/white - right/wrong issues, I may have a better chance of survival. We'll see.... 12:43 a.m. - Tuesday, May. 16, 2006 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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